Thursday, December 27, 2012

Always be my baby.

Ok it's late. It's 4 in the morning on the 28th of December 2012. And I know I'm gonna get a scolding from the boy when he reads this. But... I'm gonna go ahead and write this anyway. I have to do this before I doze off and head over to channel 42 and meet him! Yes we have a channel in our dreams. Ok lame.

So today I was bawling my eyes out over nothing into the blankets of my dear boy and he just made me laugh by saying silly things and coaxing me. And I gazed dreamily into his face (because he wasn't looking at me lol) and I just had this sudden appreciation towards him. It's like is this guy really mine? And why is he so nice to me all the time. Like he gives so much...

And even after 3 years and close to 11 months of being together, I still fall in love with this man over and over again. Not a day goes by without me thinking about him. There's nothing I never tell him about. And we never go a day without us saying "I love you" to one another and a good night message every night.

It's simple and nice. Just the way we like it.

He dotes on me so much I feel so fortunate all the time. Ok this is getting mushy.

I just gotta say this... I love you bay.

I always see couples going wifey and hubby at each other but with us we've never said it before. It's a little too early to predict the future. And I'm a Taurus. I hate changes. I hate having to wake up one day to life without you around as my boyfriend. It's kinda disgusting to call someone that lol but it's hopeful and optimistic and I commend that attitude. It's just not us. But I still feel super happy when ever you hint that on me. Like the time you said that I am your FW. And when I asked what did FW mean, you said fat woman. Haha and then future wife.

I like it when you get angry when I say I'm gonna diet after you joke about me being fat because you want me to eat more.

I never thought I'd be so mushy, dependent and so very much in love with someone I'm super incompatible with. Haha but I'm glad I met you.

I'm glad you have a wonderful little sister too. To go shopping with and just talk about nonsense to. And how welcoming she is towards me. So much love!

Ok lah I should end here ready. Be mad but not that mad because if I read this from you, I'd be super happy! Haha love you babe. xx


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