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Pp Lee. What is becoming of you? Not sure if it's the period or just things becoming shitty. Whatever it is it's not good change.

I feel so frustrated and depressed and irritated and just everything bad all combined altogether. Doesn't help that my boyfriend is being a total asshole.

I feel like I'm not existent even though I'm always there. Like I'm here you never seem to realize.

I just want something to be about me. I want to be the one and only. The top priority. It's selfish but it's me. I don't want to lie. Who wants to be second?

I hate how your memory sucks and how you only think about yourself all the freaking time.

I hate this so much. I feel so so so upset. I'm sick and tired of being the smiley girl already. Because its not as easy as everyone think it is.

It's hard to put on a false front and hold back the tears and actually say I'm fine.

I don't want to think positive now. I just want to be me. I just want to do something for myself for once.

I have to do this. For me.