peanutango: Happy 3 years and 4 months!

Ok so I know I'm on a hiatus because of the exams but then, cut me some slack! Hahaha because as seen from the title, I'm going to be wishing my boyfriend happy month-sary. Yup! So if you are not into the sappy love story or like mushy content, you can skip reading and carry on with other posts or other websites you're currently surfing! Hehe!

Ok so, Delwin. Thank you for having a crush on me for the longest time ever. Secretly loving me when I was unavailable and never giving up on me. I know I gave you a hard time when we started out getting together. Because of all the uncertainties. I felt like I was moving on too soon. People were disapproving. Tattle tales and all the bad remarks of how we weren't matching and all arising. People feeling like I was using you as a substitute and then I also feel like wise because everything was really going on too fast.

But then, even throughout this hurtful roller coaster ride, you still stood by me, silently but hurting inside. You still went out with me. Still brought me home even if you're at home. Still brought me out. Bought a ring for me. Just did everything a bf did even when I asked for a break up a mere one day after we got together.

I was the worst girlfriend ever. Haha how could I hurt someone whom loved me so much even though he hardly knew me. Thinking back at all the shit we've been through, I feel so fortunate to have met a guy like him. If I had met someone else, I might not have been with them for so long.

He might come from a well-to-do background but he's down to earth and I don't care what people might talk about me. Because nobody knows what or how much effort I've put into this relationship to make it work. I never share a lot on our fights but sometimes it gets really serious and all but we're still together. Sometimes I sugar coat things to make people think we're always happy but truth be told, we're human just like everyone else. So fights are bound to happen. Haha! If I was with him because of only money, bitch please, so many people out there are richer. Drive better cars and the list goes on. Why stay and get all teary eyed and yadda yadda? Haha!

I remember how you used to bua stunt to get my attention. LOL. Like swinging around the pole on the divider of long buses. And like making barking sounds. And purposely e brake whenever I fall asleep. So so so terrible but I still love you so so so much!

You never fail to put a smile on my face. Although you're really egoistic and such a manly guy whom is not really romantic but you still go the extra mile just to make me feel loved and comfortable.

And how you pamper me with gifts whenever you get your pay. Getting me perfumes I like. Getting me the 99 roses and all the other bouquets of flowers for other occasions. Getting me Gucci shades because there was a discount in the shop and you wanted to get one for yourself and because I wanted ray-bans but they didn't look good on me you bought me a pair of gucci. Bringing me to eat all the yummy food. And to all the exotic places we've been to all around Singapore. For spending so much money and effort on me.

You're right in saying I might not be able to find a guy as good as you. You've given so much for me. Fetching me to school when ever I ask. Bringing me home everyday when we stay 5 km apart. Getting angry when I forget to take my meals or when I look too skinny. Getting angry when I forget to drink water or sleep late. Taking note of all the tiny details such as side orders for my meals or what I like to eat and what I don't like. Making me eat food that are beneficial to me even when I hate eating it because it's for my own good. Bringing me to eat what ever cravings I have whenever you have the time or the finances to do so. Thank you for giving me forehead kisses and kisses on my cheeks every night before I head home. Buying me Lao Ban Beancurd just because I'm angry. Sending me to school when I have classes at 8 even when your class starts at 2. For getting 2 pairs of couple rings for me and wearing the rings most of the time. Hehe!

I pretend I don't know anything you've done for me. I pretend that it's all forgotten and means nothing but actually it's all the tiny, minute details that means the most.

You shouldn't be the one to say thank you when I agreed to be your girlfriend. I should be the one saying thank you for your loving.

Never had a boy love me silently for 4 years without even talking to me. Just purely falling in love with me because he thought I smiled at him. Hehehe!

I cannot be certain of what the future holds. But I want to hold your hands throughout what we may go through. And let's hope that this is for forever. But we cannot tell. Only time can tell. So just keep on loving me as I will do the same.

Delwin Ong Sze Han, Seraphina Lee Jia Wei loves you. Hehe!

Ok so good night. Love is in the air!

Every 4th of the month marks a checkpoint in our relationship. Whereby we get a new life every time shit/obstacles crops up :)

Thank you @d_ong_ for appearing in my life. I'm so happy and blessed to be with you. I cannot feel happier or more comfortable!

I love you long time. I know I'm not your perfect dream girl. But I'll try. Though in the height aspect I cannot do anything. But then I can wear heels? hahaha!

All the best for your paper today!!!!!!!!