A step in the past. Gratitude

I'm a very sentimental person. If you've done good or bad in my life, I would never forget. I cannot take it if I were to forget some particular part of my life. I will keep thinking until I remember it then I happy one.

I hope I have this kind of memory when I'm studying. LOL. I can remember a person with songs, pictures, events and such. If I don't remember them a lot it might be because I'm not close to them. So basically I'm going to be touching on A LOT OF PEOPLE who have stepped in my life. As long as I scout your photo out from my hard drive you'll be shown here hehe. 

We may not be close anymore but the fact that you're still in my hard drive might mean that you've touched my heart one way or another. 

I'd like to think that because I'm always happy that I've taken many good footsteps in my life. I miss the courage I had in Secondary school whereby I can just make friends with ANYONE. hahaha Yup but that part of me has passedddddddd. 

It's gonna be picture heavy in this post too! I used to love taking photossssss. Must get that part of me back. HEHE

I may not be in contact with you nowadays or anything but these are the remnants of the past that I gathered throughout my secondary years. HEHE. I always keep things. I'm afraid that if one day my hard drive dies on me then everything will be gone. I will cry...... People say once that part of life has passed don't look back look forward. But my life has been so great that I'm always looking back....

People have been great to me. I don't really care if you were genuine to me or not I just care that you stepped into my life and whether I touched your heart when I was your friend.☺

Maybe less than half of the people I'm posting here today might see this but if you ever ever see it, I hope you'll be happy! HEHE! Because I feel very happy churning this post out! Oh and if you don't see your faces here and we were ever close, please don't feel like I have no love for you. I just don't have pictures with you thats all!

Yup so .... Here they are!

LOL there are like 242 pictures altogether.

First up is le bf!

The person who's always there for me and always brings me out since I can never stay home hehe. Whom tolerates all the nonsense tantrums or stunts or pattern I pull and stays put. Whom gives in whenever he can and dotes on me when he has money. Hehe. The best I ever had. 3 years 3 months isn't easy. At least not for him. Thank you bb! Its sad how vulnerable relationships can be. Like how it can be made or broken with just a few words, a single person or like other stupid factors. But even though its so easy to be broken, we're still together. Haha and it takes a lot of effort from both of us. Even though more from you since I'm a spoilt brat. Thank you for always pampering me, bringing me to have good food, chauffering me whenever you can and have the time. And planning dates and saving money for a Prada/Balenciaga bag for me hehe! And always giving me goodnight messages! I love you baby. Thank you for being patient with me whenever I make mistakes and always giving in to me when I try to be a nuisance. Thank you for trying to be a good bf whenever I say you're not good. HAHAHA! And thank you for improving whenever I want you to. I say until you so good haha but actually there are still a lot of things that are in our way so WE HAVE TO GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER. Sorry for saying the 2 bad things everytime I think otherwise. You're really the best and Ryan is right, I won't be able to find someone like you out in the market. Thank you bb I love you. xx

Translated, It says My happiest day is the day you accepted me as your boyfriend. ☺

Hehe so cute!

Then there is Yasmin
Haha! Funny how we used to be loggerheads and like don't like each other for each other's guts because we kept snatching each other's friends and then ended up as very good friends for good. HAHA! I've known you for 6 years liao and everytime spent with you is good and gossipy. HAHA! I love you for all the effort you've put in to make sure we go out at least once a month and all the effort you put in to make sure we don't split as friends. I don't think we will lor. Our bond is strong! My exams are coming and I seem as if I'm ignoring you but then I'm a terrible texter nowadays always forgetting to text back. SORRY BB!♥

I LOVE YOU BBG!

Next up is Cheryl Ang Gui Rong!
I used to not go a day without talking to her on the phone. HAHA! Like boyfriend and girlfriend on the phone. When everyone forsaken me and did not wanna talk to me in secondary one due to misunderstandings, She was the one that talked to me, played with me and went like biking together at Zhenghua Park. I don't know what happened but then we drifted. HAHA But I will always remember how close we used to be. I used to get jealous when she seemed happier with other friends. HAHA! Then we will fight but then get better really soon. I'm so happy to have ever met you. I'm glad I made the first call to you that night. It was the best choice I ever did. Sorry for the hurt or sadness I've caused you in the past. And I'm sorry we drifted sistar... but still... I LOVE YOU!!! HEHE!

And then there is this girl, Siti Nuraini Bte Sulaimi. Hehehe I've dedicated a post to her before in my archives but then theres too much about her that I can never ever actually finish. She's always thoughtful and sweet towards me and everyone around her. And ultra naive. We don't really spend time together already but the love is still there ☺xoxo!

Then there is Chanel Koh. HEHE She is one blur piece of shit but will never ever forget how much joy she brought into my life. She's so gungho we can sing songs and just make dances out of nowhere. Please control your temper Miss and like try to compose yourself ok! Serapork loves you!!!

Then there is Valerie Ong. My quiet, gu niang and nonsensical friend. I remember when I was a loner in one phase of my school life she was always there to talk to me, share secrets, share food, help me buy drinks, hold my hand, lend a shoulder. I remember her releasing my bra once when we were in class. LOL she say she will help me put back then we were in this super awkward position for a rather long time. LOL things we do in the past -.- VAL VAL even though we're not in the same class anymore and cannot talk about the banana and plant anymore but I still love you... HEHEHE! I enjoyed going overseas with you. xoxo! you're the best anyone can have! Sorry for making you sad last time! I very bad I know!





Then Amenda Chua! The first friend I made in Fajar high! Lol Roald Dahl, 101 Hi's, Share a tuna sandwich, hold hands around school, Da chang jin skirts hehe! All the nonsense. All the warm hugs you've given me whenever I'm sad, all the encouragement, the love, the patience. You're a very good friend, girl and I never wanna lose you! I LOVE YOU AMENDA!

Joscelin Yeo! HEHE!
Thank you for all the guidance and good food you've given me! All the bus rides home, all the boy talk, all the peppers' lunch and all the fathers. LOL! I love you jos jos though we only meet once a year. HAHAHA! Thank you for always teasing me and loving me and being so straightforward with whatever comes your way. You're small but have a big heart! All the best teacher Joscelin! I LOVE YOU GODDESS OF FERTILITY ! HEHEHE

And then there is Jia Ni Juliana. TEEHEE! Pierced my Helix with her haha! but mine is gone forever... Went tanning together, shopping together all the nonsense. HAHAHA! she never fails to make me wait for her one lor this late queen but still she's a good friend when I'm in need. And although we are not super close anymore, its super heart warming to get a big warm hug from her every time I see her in school. HEHE! Thank you for entering Sera's life! Me love you!

NUR SAKINAH!

WO AI NI MY LITTLE DOGGY. Thank you for always protecting me, loving me and giving me love. Helping me take back my chair, always give me food, giving me tissues, shielding me from all the other mean people in the world. Thank you sak for your honesty and nonsense. And telling me your woes and troubles. Thank you for providing me with your thigh to piak every time I feel like it and sensing my woes every time I look sad. I love you sak for always taking care of me even up till now. I never want to lose you. NEVER! I love you sak. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Abrielle Lye Yue Shi

My forever pretty friend. HEHE! Thai girl white white. We might not be close or meet up anymore. But I'm happy to have made a friend like you. Some one whom bull shit with me all the time, asking me to marry her and all the nonsense like that. HAHA! Thinking about being a TAITAI with her, talk about bloggers with her. Introducing new skin care products to each other. HAHA! Never had a girly girlfriend like this before. But still as chor lor as any other teenage girl. HEHE! I miss the times I've spent with you. Thank you for entering Sera's life! ME LOVE YOU ALYS!

ULRICA YEOH CUTE VOICE

hehe! you're a super straightforward girl. And have loads of backbone! You never fail to help when your friends are in need. Even when I fight with my boyfriend and when your mum is rushing you home, you still accompany me till the wee hours of the night. You're a good friend Ulrica. HEHE! Liked having your company for the brief moments of my life. HEHE! THANK YOU FOR ENTERING MY LIFE! ME LOVE YOU!!!

HEHE SO CUTE!

YUWENWEN

Okay so I've known this little girl for only a mere 1 year plus but... HEHE! I don't know what kind of magic she has that makes me love her so much lor! She has this particular thing about her that makes her stand our from the rest and like actually click well with everyone around her. She is a very good friend whereby she listens to all my woes and helps me in any way she can. To the best that she can. HAHA! And she always makes known that she loves me! Thank you YU WEN FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS AND BEING SO WARM AND HAPPY EVERYTIME SHE SEES ME! HEHEHEHE!

Emilia and Deborah 

HEHE I've known you for only aboutttttttttttt at most a week counting the times we met up. HAHA but I feel like we are friends for like years already everytime we talk. Just click so well. And I like people like that. Sorry for always promising to meet up but never planning or doing so... Hope we will be able to meet up and go shopping or something and not just meet each other at the mrt/bus/on the streets for just moments like that. Thanks for restoring my faith in humanity! Me love you!

Peishi MAMA

Funny how we met in Sec 1 and all the funny stories that happened between. We got close in camps and drifted in school and close in camps again. I find camps really bond people together lor! Its good how we can be able to click and talk about stuff though we are from different worlds! HAHAHA! Thank you for entering my life!!! love you!

Fruits Family!

SONG MONEY, DONG GUAT, SUAT MEI, YASINI, AIMANDA, LEEJIAMAN, TANYUPEI, ONG YUE RU AND 940

the main members. HEHE! though we can never FRUITS FAMILY UNITE already... But I'm still glad I joined this clique back when it was still DA COWARDLY WOLVES WOOOOO~ HAHAHA how we used to sing the wheels on the bus. The fights we had, the imaginary fame, the love, the laughter & the tears. I love you guys so much each and every one of you. Its funny how time pasts so fast... I remember when we waved at Wan Yi and Chanel during mother tongue class and then we got punished to wave the entire time. Then we also invented new drill styles like fruit attack. All the nonsense. HAHA! Going to gb late with happy meal toys and balloons. Taking an entire hour to walk to plaza. Upgrading from shrooms burger to 2 piece. Always buying things to unite. And the list goes on. HAHAHA

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

GLUEZ

JUSTYN, NINIE, ANU, SAK, FARHANAH, GELENE, JIANI & ME

these are the ingredients to create the ultimate girl group. HEHE WHY WE SO CUTE?!?!?! We're always making noise, gossiping about everything under the sun and all the yadda yadda. Late for school together, shouting like nobody's business. Studying after school together. I love you girls! Even if we never meet up anymore. HEHE xoxo. THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES!!!

My 3A1'08,4A1'09,5A1'10

thank you for all the laughter you've all brought into my life. All the tears you all made me cry. HAHA! All the nonsense we pulled for the teachers. The class clowns, the 2.30pm, the counting down to class ending together. Dapao-ing food back to class to eat together. Psycho-ing teachers to bring us to the library because the weather is hot together. Walking out of class #likeaboss when class ended. Watching Mr Maran save the Koi fishes in class. Teachers always commenting that we are the worst class they ever taught . Gossiping about teachers. Wei Qi acting like the teachers. ALL THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES THAT MONEY CAN'T BUY ALL FROM MY WONDERFUL CLASS. I HOPE WE GET TO MEET EACH OTHER EVERY YEAR AT LEAST ONCE. I WILL NEVER WANT THIS BOND TO DISINTEGRATE INTO DUST. THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES. SERA LOVES YOU GUYS.

My peer leaders. 

WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? Thanks for the best 2 years of my life. All the referee-ing, camps, cheers, enthusiasm, hugs, tears & sweat. I wanna thank Mr Ng for allowing me to get into the peer leaders. Other wise I wouldn't have had a chance to lead and meet such awesome people. HEHE! Thank you each and every one of you for the memories. XOXO!

GROUP 1 OF MEGA CAMP'09

HEHE ALL MY CUTE PEOPLE! Thank you for making my job as a group leader easy! I love you guys! 

BGB

Although we always become the scapegoat or targets to scold but it still holds some special memories. HEHE! Expeditions were helluva fun although it's tiring. I'm just glad to have met some people I didn't really dream of meeting. HEHE! thanks for the memories all!!!

4SFF hehe even though I only meet this group once a year but its always full of topics, life and laughter. I love you guys so much!!! xx!

4WAYS

BETTER THAN 1 DIRECTION ANY DAY!

LASY

Even though we only went out once but it's more than enough to form a bond!

2.30 PM

THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE LAUGHTER AND ENTERTAINMENT YOU'VE BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE. All the study sessions, the sarcasm, the fights, the misunderstandings, the kbox sessions, thank you for all the fun I've had. Thank you guys. So much!

SISTERS

THANK YOU FOR BRINGING ME BACK TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY. FOR SINGING WITH ME ALL THE TIME AND DANCING AND KICKING THE AIR AND ALL THE NONSENSE WE'VE DONE. HEHE!

Primary School Friends

Thanks for the 6 years of my life! For us being able to meet up even when we haven't seen each other in like 4 years! And having topics to talk about even with the absence.

BB'S entertaining friends

Thank you for bringing the merry in the more! For being there whenever we want to go out and play. When we need company, when we think of things to do. When there's trouble you know who to call! For being such good friends :D

WEI QI

PRIMARY ONE TILL NOW. ONE WORD AWESOME KEEP STRIVING YOU CLOWN.

JIAMING KORKOR

Thank you for always being there whenever we need entertainment. For being our counsellor when we fight and always assuring me that Delwin is the best guy out there(how much is he paying you ah?). And then for planning prom and for opening your house whenever we want to hang out. HEHE! And for spoiling my pencil in sec 2 so that I can actually meet such a good friend like you! HEHEHE! Love you Jiaming korkor!

KENNETH HUANG KAI XIANG

KAIXIANG AH! Lol! Thank you for being my friend. For talking to me whenever I feel down or bored in the group. For siding me sometimes when I'm getting bullied and for lending me a shoulder when I need it. You are the most gentlemanly friend I have and amongst them haha! BUT CANNOT PAMPER GIRLFRIEND TOO MUCH K! Thank you for studying with me and bringing me to your old house and talking a lot of nonsense with me. For trusting me with some of your secrets and all the heart to heart talks we've had. Thank you kenneth for entering my life! HEHE! Me love you!

TOMMI TOMATO 

MUST HAVE MORE FAITH IN YOURSELF CAN!

LANCE PRAWN

We never forgot about you lah! Don't so insecure leh! You're free to come back to our group everytime you want. But please contact us can? Because we are always free but we don't know when you're free. Since you were always not free in the past when we jio-ed you out. HAHA! Don't so paranoid! Start talking to us on twitter or stuff like that! And don't always think negatively! Its not good for your relationships whether with your gf or us on the long run k! AND DON'T SO GUAI LAN LIAO!!! SEE YOUR FACE BELOW! HEHEHE!

AWESOME POLY FRIENDS

THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL 2 YEARS. For team cabot, for all the classes, for helping me in school work, for all the birthday celebrations and wishes. For making fun of the lecturers. For all the memories. Lets create better new ones ok! FIGHTING! Thank you Su for always having love talks with me and having lunch with me. Have more faith in yourself can!!! me love you!!! Zakri for all the funny things you do everyday! Don't so sad all the time over him... HEHEHEHE! Instead just think of vjayjay head and smile even if it's just for awhile! Thank you ilaika for always singing along and like being the smarty funny and pretty girl in the group. Thank you jayjay for being such a gentlemen buying drinks and food for me and taking less money than you should from me or even treating me and for always talking about cars with me! increases my knowledge by a lot! Thank you Pearlina for always supporting my tweets and offering me food haha! Thank you Qiu Yan for always being so happy and enthu in class. HEHE! Thank you Jeremy for all the help you've rendered when we have assignments. Thank you Rachel and gang for being so warm and welcoming everytime I see you guys! OMG On the whole this class has been super awesome! hehehe!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

BEN TWINNY

thank you ben ben for the fortune telling, for the toy tortoise you bought me in sec 2 when I made a fuss over it. For the special price for facial. For all the times we talked on msn during sec 2 and other stuff like that. For talking to me all the time when I'm sad or happy. PLEASE JOIN US LEH BEN BEN! HEHEHE! DON'T BE SAD AND LONELY ALL THE TIME ON TWITTER :(

After this long long post, I find that I have drifted with most of the people here and its very saddening but I hope this post will help me regain some friendships be it good or bad. I LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE HERE. ALTHOUGH I MAY NOT SHOW IT BUT ITS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND ITS NOT EASY TO SHOW BECAUSE ITS 2012. HAHAHA! BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST TO SHOW IT! THANK YOU FOR READING TILL THE END! YOU'RE TIME IS VERY VERY MUCH TREASURED HERE. XX!

SERA LOVES YOU ALL(READERS TOO EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW YOU)!

GOOD NIGHT!