Ego .

Is it really a great accomplishment to be ego and all ?

Why do guys have this planted in them ?

its mad irritating lor !

I for one , hate this little thing that builds up in people .

Its a good thing to be confident . But egoistical ? its different !

You can be so good to me on one day and be all I'm invisible to me another .

I realized that when your friends are around with you , you'll be like so bossy over me .

you'll just take me for granted . Is it because you have a girlfriend and that I'll not leave you ?

Its like so maddening lah !

Sure , I'm there for you . but if it continues , I'm not very sure anymore ..

When we are together , just the two of us , whenever we have conflict , you'll still talk to me .

You'll ask me about it patiently . I don't get it . what the freaking difference ? People are around then you have to show them who is the boss of our relationship ? you know how to text me about how every time I show an upset face , it has a reason . What are you implying then ? today ?

and every time i tell you something . you'll just listen for a bit then after that , throw all of it away . whereas i always have to listen to you .

YOU NEVER CHANGE !

NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL !

mad pissed ..................................................

why do I always have to change when you ask me to when you're not even doing the same ?

do unto other what you want others to do unto you .

you like it so much huh ? to make me upset ?

fine ! I'll be upset . tyvm

and one more thing . A relationship . what is it ?

something to show off to others ?

or , something between the two of us ?

you show different faces to me when you're around company and just with me .

you know that ? i bet you don't .

I won't text you or pick your calls until you change .

which will be let me guess ...

NEVER !

am i right ? or am i , hmm ... RIGHT!

you don't even care about my presence , or where i would have been

or where i would have gone . because you know , i'll be easy to please .

you still had the appetite .

you know what ?

I waited . 3 buses went off . no you .

you know how disappointed i was ? you'll never know .

i cried , you didn't even care .

it really is all bullshit .

you don't even care about me .

even if I was abducted , it wouldn't matter to you .

all the text messages were just white lies to make me happy

I was happy for that moment . but I won't be stupid to believe it already .

those are just a hoax to coax me .

sigh ...

NVM

ciao . your girlfriend ?

Sera .