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I feel so sick and tired . I hate having shit piling on me . I hate the things going on recently . Do I really deserve this treatment ? I hate having suicidal thoughts . I know its silly but it plagues me . I hate having to face shit every single day . I hate having to be so tired every day but I'm thankful for those who are there for me . I know I can't turn back time . I'm not supergirl . There are things I can't comprehend . I'm not strong . I'm just a 16 year old girl . I don't wanna be facing adults woes .. I'm not ready for that big change . I'm not young anymore . I have to stand up for myself . I must not always give in . I don't wanna lose my appetite due to stuff like that . I don't need pity . And this is not meant for getting sympathy . Just my innermost feelings . I understand ... clearly . TYVM , Sera

haven't eaten since recess but not hungry . constant stomach aches . Somethings really wrong . I feel so listless . So out of life staring at the computer screen .