Seraphina Lee

D boy .

2011-02-16T07:04:00.000-08:00

Long time no post . Was really lazy and preoccupied with facebook and outings .

Well , the boyfriend worked till 4 today . So I met him earlier today .

Was rather bored when I first met him . And was super sleepy . So I shut my eyes for 5 minutes .

He was doing stuff before I tried sleeping . But then when he saw me dozing off, he decided to disturb me . Typical of him . Anyway , stayed at his place till about 6 then went down for a late lunch and early dinner then at around 8 , we went over to Bukit Panjang Plaza as I had a craving for cake .

Went to the toilet as the first stop when we arrived as I had a heavy bladder . Then we walked over to the ATM machine .

Then to my cake . And to get some bubble tea . Then we went over to have our 2nd dinner .

Well the reason I wanted to blog today was not to tell this grandmother's story .

But to share what that cheeky boy said to me .

When we were conversing about girls , he told me that guys usually look at the woman's figure before they look at their features.

Then I butt in and said : "but you fell in love with me when you looked at my face"

He then proceeded to say he was innocent then . Then proceeded to say that looking at the face before looking at the figure is considered true love . Such a sweet talker . So hard to believe he has never dated before me . LOL

He went on to sweet talk more . But I have terrible short term memory . I'll edit this post when I remember what he said . LOL

p.s sorry for it being a picture-less post . I just got a macbook . Im not used to the picture editting software . So I can't resize my pictures . And my pictures are too big to post. So hang on !

sad face

2010-07-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

hello empty space of mine , long time no see . posting now due to the 101 worries in my head . I wish life was like songs on a playlist . or maybe it is , but it can't be skipped if I don't like it and such . A lot has been on my mind lately . I am practically scaring myself mentally and emotionally . Having suicidal thoughts in between . it doesn't help does it ? I haven't been doing my homework . But i feel so much stress . I don't know what is happening . My mood has also been changing like mad recently . D's friends hate me ? I hate myself . Too sensitive ? Fights and thoughts of breaking up popping up like mad . Thinking of playing too much . Haven't been listening in class . Mala is making me nuts . I don't know . I need someone to talk to pronto but I don't trust in anyone . If this goes on I swear I'll explode . breakouts happening now and then . I hate putting on a false front . And crying as and when I like it . Or putting on a sad face when I get upset . But it's just the way I am . Don't blame me . I'm already under a lot of crappy stress . PLEASE . why must a teenager's life be like this ? :( going on a hiatus as i already am . I don't know the real me anymore .

Bored ..

2010-02-24T02:52:00.000-08:00

I'm supposed to be mugging for my CAs now , but I'm here blogging .. Way to go! I really want the 9 points but I don't really have the mood to study this year .. maybe its like last year ? haha ! I really hope so . That I can relax and at the same time do well .. I really really hope so ! I AM SO BORED ! so I picked up my bb and became narcistic .. haha ! way to go ! really really hope that my mood to study will be back soon! or Im DEAD MEAT ! Social studies is so boring! why do we have to change teachers in our crucial year ? I prefer the old teacher .. so unfair to us ! they know us better ! give us the old teachers back ! oh I hope I can achieve my goal ! because I havent given much thought about where I wanna go and learn yet ! don't reprimand me or chide me because there are so many jobs out there , I really wanna take into serious consideration what I wanna be in the future ! And its my choice ! hahahaha ! but I'm a lazy person ! procrastinating everyday .. sigh .. lol! how to survive like that!

st . Valentine's

2010-02-19T01:36:00.000-08:00

since I'm bored and have a blog , I shall blog !

about my valentine's day . though my valentine was really mean to me .

I'm still mad btw ..

well , as all of you should know ,

V's day and CNY was on the same day !

Sis and family came over to "bai nian" haha !

collected first red packet of the year from mummy dearest !

had abalone and such , steamboat style ! the leftovers from the reunion dinner :)

we only left house @ 5 ! so late lah !

then after that , met loverboy @ warren country club .

the place was closing when we left , so no choice but to cab out .

when we cabbed out , a bus went in -.- wasted money like that .. then headed to find something to eat @ lot one .

Chose ajisen as we saw the advert on the escalator up :)

had seafood ramen ! but kept stealing loverboy's soup :D yum yum !

oh ya ! he surprised me with a bouquet of roses !

as it was CNY , it was hard for him to find roses , as all the shops are mostly closed .

and my oh my are those roses pretty ! 9 of them :) it means everlasting :)

haha ! forever and always ? lovelove !

but I'm still mad !

after that , his friends left us and we went over to my estate to drink and talk-a-lot !

spent quality time together (:

like times like this . star gazed ,

then home sweet home !

Iloveyou. but you have to be understanding .

open your ears and listen to what i have to say .

I don't share stories for nothing .

I share it for a reason .

you used to like my stories .

you even recorded one .

but now , it seems like everything i say is a piece of crap to you .

you'll interrupt me whenever you please and it gets irritating .

if you don't wanna listen ,

tell me . I'll stop sharing stuff with you.

I'll talk to someone else about my problems .

because , it seems to me like you don't really wanna bother about what happens to me .

every time shit happens , i really want you by my side . but i think its not possible ?

they just happen when ever you're not around .

i really need a listening ear . but whenever i tell you about it , you'll

just say , you'll beat that person up .

violence is not the way out for everything you know or not ?

it'll just make matters worse ..

think before you act can ?

before you speak .

everything happens for a reason .

i wouldn't give you a face for nothing . that thing i mentioned is not the only thing i was upset about just now .

think about how you treated me . before you come talking about me .

Ego .

2010-02-19T00:10:00.000-08:00

Is it really a great accomplishment to be ego and all ?

Why do guys have this planted in them ?

its mad irritating lor !

I for one , hate this little thing that builds up in people .

Its a good thing to be confident . But egoistical ? its different !

You can be so good to me on one day and be all I'm invisible to me another .

I realized that when your friends are around with you , you'll be like so bossy over me .

you'll just take me for granted . Is it because you have a girlfriend and that I'll not leave you ?

Its like so maddening lah !

Sure , I'm there for you . but if it continues , I'm not very sure anymore ..

When we are together , just the two of us , whenever we have conflict , you'll still talk to me .

You'll ask me about it patiently . I don't get it . what the freaking difference ? People are around then you have to show them who is the boss of our relationship ? you know how to text me about how every time I show an upset face , it has a reason . What are you implying then ? today ?

and every time i tell you something . you'll just listen for a bit then after that , throw all of it away . whereas i always have to listen to you .

YOU NEVER CHANGE !

NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL !

mad pissed ..................................................

why do I always have to change when you ask me to when you're not even doing the same ?

do unto other what you want others to do unto you .

you like it so much huh ? to make me upset ?

fine ! I'll be upset . tyvm

and one more thing . A relationship . what is it ?

something to show off to others ?

or , something between the two of us ?

you show different faces to me when you're around company and just with me .

you know that ? i bet you don't .

I won't text you or pick your calls until you change .

which will be let me guess ...

NEVER !

am i right ? or am i , hmm ... RIGHT!

you don't even care about my presence , or where i would have been

or where i would have gone . because you know , i'll be easy to please .

you still had the appetite .

you know what ?

I waited . 3 buses went off . no you .

you know how disappointed i was ? you'll never know .

i cried , you didn't even care .

it really is all bullshit .

you don't even care about me .

even if I was abducted , it wouldn't matter to you .

all the text messages were just white lies to make me happy

I was happy for that moment . but I won't be stupid to believe it already .

those are just a hoax to coax me .

sigh ...

NVM

ciao . your girlfriend ?

Sera .

T.A.L.L.E.R

2010-01-16T21:10:00.001-08:00

I'm growing taller ! hohoho :D to those who laughed at me in the past , lets see who gets the last laugh ! I'm a late bloomer and I LIKE IT !!!

Yayness !

2010-01-09T03:12:00.000-08:00

Guess who's a proud owner of this pretty little thing ?

MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME !

LOVE IT SO SO MUCH!

hohoho!

blog soon !

xoxo !

tata !

back ?

2009-12-28T04:27:00.000-08:00

Schools starting soon ! PANIC!

no books have been bought :D shall rebel! NOT!

reason : don't wanna waste money :D shall buy only if teachers say its required !

smiley face :D

anyone missed me ? haha :D sorry for not updating this space till now ..

Have been pretty caught up during this period of time I was gone :D

I had a wonderful christmas eve ! Thank D for the fun filled day :D

Had pink roses by the stroke of midnight ! surprise surprise ! I didn't expect anything :D

all smiles ! next day was celebrated at uncle's crib :D

Had log cake served by Rebecca :D *aww~

then played with Caleb :D I took care of him ! and my was he a handful !

Celebrated his birthday on that day :D he's a boxing day baby!

he's so cute ! that tubby ! hehe :D

♥ ttm !!!

Christmas was fulfilling :D New year is coming !!! OMG!

THAT MEANS SCHOOL SOON!

School reopens on the 4th which is month 11 !

uh-oh !

how ? haha :D 1 year soon !

IDK WHAT TO GET THE PIGHEAD !

suggestions ? haha :D

camwhore with sisters ! and the Bs!

hoho!

mugging year again !

aww~ no mood !!! can the holidays start over again ? I wish upon a shooting star ! hoho!

lovelove !

Sera♥

Birthday .

2009-11-11T08:42:00.001-08:00

I noticed that I had a really pathetic birthday this year T.T

It passed really long ago , but no celebrations , got put off even!

so pissed ! had wishes , but it was not fun ! It was not a celebration for a 16 year old!

MTV shows really nice celebrations whereby being 16 is not just plain 16 .

It has the title sweet 16! but it was really bitter for me though . Its not going to happen to me anymore! I want a better and well-deserved birthday .

I don't need presents . I don't need anything . I just want to celebrate with loved ones .

I don't wanna celebrate alone ... not anymore ...

sigh ... I had the worst birthday ever this year ...

xoxo.

Narcissism

2009-11-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

I'm done with my left hand's nails (: and they look great ! considering that its a DIY thing :D I'm so proud of myself ! I shall let the photos do the talking! hohoho

R E D!

REEEEED!

red for now (:

yummy red

xoxo.

naughty !

smiling for red

Twists!

blur effect

playing with the cool effect on the cam (:

grr ! where is baby ?

warm effect :D

warm effect I look like I got a tan :D

cool effect again :D

warm

Bye!

Red

2009-11-08T03:12:00.001-08:00

Gonna DIY my nails (:

RED! cause its supposed to be naughty ! and sexay !

Pictures of red for next post ? :D stay tuned !

babyboy will be home tomorrow ! boomz ~

Air port tomorrow ! exploring is a must !

What to wear ?

OMG~ the dilemma of going out ...

what to do ?

I miss my SISTAS ! and the bapoks ...

Kbox too !

Class outing on the 15th! can't wait !

Chalet soon to come too! TON! yay!

Gonna go bathe now !

TATA!

Me .

2009-11-08T02:58:00.001-08:00

true story .

I have no idea how I can be so hideous and awesome at the same time ! HAHAHAHA :D

no make up for both ! so proud of myself (:

Weight

2009-11-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

I lost weight ! HAHAHA! but ... when I eat , I look bloated .. T.T am I really fat ?

Jane Austen

2009-10-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

reading list for the holidays :

(at least for the start)

1. Sense and Sensibility;

2. Emma;

3. Mansfield Park;

4. Northanger Abbey;

5. Persuasion

6. Pride and Prejudice

Thanks for the memories !

2009-09-27T00:52:00.000-07:00

I'm a member of 3A1'08 & 4A1'09 and I can thankfully say that being in these classes has been the best years in school ever! We've literally been through ups and downs together (: starting from when Mr Suffyan took over . Then Mr Jaga and our current favourite teacher Mr Chin . We were known as Sri Lankans because of our constant wars from one end of the class to the other . We hated each others guts but look what happened ? We now stick together and play together (: make class a pleasant experience for each other , had bbq together , formed major cliques , made going to ITE a joke , we made the impossible possible ! We showed others that mortal enemies can end up the best of friends (: that boys can mix with girls and boys can mix with each other for the fun of it ! we've shown that against all odds , we've only came closer and are more positive and assured that we want to go to sec 5! After being in these classes , I've only became happier and not depressed or what even though its a crucial year . So A1 ! I need you guys! A1 HWAITING ! Lets go sec 5 together ! YAY!

weakling .

2009-09-09T23:25:00.000-07:00

I feel like bursting into tears ..

Why am I so weak ?

Why do i have to be such a fool ?

its for nothing !

fml ..

stupid .

foolish .

2009-09-09T23:20:00.001-07:00

I feel like a fool .

I hate moodswings ..

Not planning to go out today .

Maybe I'll feel better ?

damn moodswings !

oh shit !

Happy month-versary !

2009-09-03T21:11:00.000-07:00

I've had so much fun these few months (: I think you did too !

Its funny how we've met each other for 3 years and 9 months but only started talking recently

right ? How we got each other's number was also a really funny thing . Haha

Though we have quarrels and fights , but those are resolved really soon (:

you have all the tricks up your sleeve to make me happy :D

we will achieve the 3 years and 9 months won't we ? HAHA! we'll achieve even more!

I love you!

with xoxo ,

Sera (:

Thank you

2009-09-03T21:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you for the blessing (: you surely made it clear :D

I'm really fortunate to be able to meet you (:

Thank you for all the laughter you gave to me in class when we would talk ,

for talking about all the funny stuff .

Though things will never be the same again ,

I'm happy to have your acquaintance (:

Hope you do well for the N's and find a good girl too !

HWAITING !

SPOOKY NIGHT !

2009-08-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

Had great fun yesterday night ! :D

went to the premiere of "where got ghost" with an exclusive tour

@ bukit brown cemetary with the API! imagine that! fun yo! a total of 10 of us went :D

it made the trip extremely fun :D had moodswing in between but loosened up (: *tsk tsk *

stupid moodswings ... typical ah! chinese girl ah ... inside joke :D

took plenty of pictures ! shake it ! jump shot! supper at newton circus ! fun :D I love long nights outside

lets do it again! with no one on the streets , we can do anything we want ! the bus ride was fun too :D watching the videos . it gave me the creeps , noisy bunch . Uv bluish light for photos :D

just great great fun! pictures at multiply! but ... to make the post not so wordy , some narcissistic pictures (: well , girls will be girls :D

6th month! (:

2009-08-04T03:20:00.000-07:00

happy 6th month dearie (: can you like believe its already been 6 mths ?! so soon right ? still gonna be a long way to go ok! once you're on board , you cannot alight ! though fights are ongoing , but they are solved really soon (: ok? Don't worry ok? I love you! once again , happy 6th month love !

with love , Sera a.k.a jia hui hui (:

E=mo

2009-07-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

I feel so sick and tired . I hate having shit piling on me . I hate the things going on recently . Do I really deserve this treatment ? I hate having suicidal thoughts . I know its silly but it plagues me . I hate having to face shit every single day . I hate having to be so tired every day but I'm thankful for those who are there for me . I know I can't turn back time . I'm not supergirl . There are things I can't comprehend . I'm not strong . I'm just a 16 year old girl . I don't wanna be facing adults woes .. I'm not ready for that big change . I'm not young anymore . I have to stand up for myself . I must not always give in . I don't wanna lose my appetite due to stuff like that . I don't need pity . And this is not meant for getting sympathy . Just my innermost feelings . I understand ... clearly . TYVM , Sera

haven't eaten since recess but not hungry . constant stomach aches . Somethings really wrong . I feel so listless . So out of life staring at the computer screen .

July babies :D

2009-07-29T03:56:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday July babies ! Went out with Ninie , Kai Xiang , Firdaus awhile ago :D BOOHOO .. Wei Qi couldn't join .. He had tuition .. Met Az after pool :D then went over to bugis for dinner cum supper then headed over to haji for sheesha ! HAHA! enjoyed the day :D went over to Ion and Wheelock too :D Saw the uber cute lunchbox ! wait for me ! half of the pictures uploaded :D upload other half another time ! cam is being a bitch .. BYE !

WITH LOVE , Sera (:
(editted , other pictures in multiply)

stay tuned!

F.U.N!

2009-07-29T02:43:00.001-07:00

The Sex !

Friends . Unite . Now ! random much ! cam-whore session in class recently :D with sisters and the bi/homos :D had the most fun in class in ages ! but Kai Xiang had gone home due to fever .. 53% ! HAHA! I'm so slow in blogging .. this happened like ages ago . heck lah ! pictures !

overdue pictures :D

2009-07-29T02:24:00.000-07:00

ZOO!

spontaneous visit to the zoo ended off with a trip to a fish spa :D overall , the day was spent with $$ and fun ! but only regret was we did not take the boat ride . BTW ! the animals in the zoo each represent one character in their clique :D boys = animals ? who would have known ? haha! inside joke ! <3!

tata !

70 days

2009-07-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

Still , I'm not putting in any effort ... I'm over confident . Being over-confident kills . I don't want to keep thinking I'll be able to get to sec 5 but end up not doing it ... The schools' statistics shows that only 6 people out of the whole cohort is qualified to get into sec 5 .. Thats how difficult it is . I wanna be added in ! I know I can . But I should stop procrastinating . And really get on my feet and practises to save myself ! I want the japan trip! So for that I must work hard . I must keep this in mind ! I study for my own good and future and not for other people or the teachers . Its for my own good :D Buck up Seraphina ! have faith ! stay positive ! even though H1N1 is currently still around , (class isolated due to above average numbers of absentees) we can make it ! 4A1 to 5A1 no more no less :D altogether ! united as 1 ! k= F !

Cuzzies !

2009-07-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

Had a fun night with the cousins ! hahahaha!

we sure clicked well even though there was a four and five year gap

in between . Its great that they are growing up . HAHA!

outing soon girls! after our major exams :D loves ! :D

Zoo (exclamation mark)

2009-07-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

It was a really really enjoyable trip with, D , Ah Ming , Lim Hui and Wei Qi! :D Its been so long since I went there and perhaps even longer for D . HAHA! (inside joke) Not many pictures were taken though ... picture post another time (: not yet uploaded .. ok ... i gotta run! updates coming up in next post :D ciao!

beautiful people (:

2009-07-10T00:44:00.000-07:00

I'm really fortunate to be around pretty company (:

mummy is an example (: My fruits , sisters and all other pretty family and friends too!

I love them uber uber much! so enough small talk . I need concrete prove (:

I don't care about negative comments and all . They are pretty people and

thats all that matters to me !

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

looking at these photos brings me down memory lane ...

ENJOY!

recent adorations (:

2009-07-10T00:26:00.000-07:00

I have some temptations recently ..

I want a pair of pretty ray-bans aviators !

and I want Chanel No. 5!

Sean John's Unforgivable woman (:

and I absolutely need:

or at least ,

I know its real materialistic to be wanting stuff like that

but I'm a girl ! do the math!

and I've been wanting a fedora for the longest time! but I can't seem to

find one real nice one ..

There's so many things to buy but so little money ..

I've noticed that most of the time , I waste money on food

but I can't really help it . And a portion of it seems like it just

went through the bermuda triangle . Because I don't really remember

what I spent the money on . Then the rest on miscellaneous stuff .

I should really start taking notes on what I spend money on

Then analyze and cut down on the wastage . But that seems like an impossible task .

I want a DSLR too! T.T or the Lumix LX3

(though my current one is still working fine ... )

so many temptations !

OMG!~ and again , I'm not studying ...

I've got a sudden inspiration! good bye!

Another week

2009-07-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

RIP Mj ...

1958-2009

Another week passed again . There were ups and downs , shocking news (i.e. Mj's sudden departure) It's really shocking . Though I'm not a fan but it's disheartening as well . Having viewed those tribute videos and past MVs of his , it made me feel for this public idol of everyone's hearts . There was so much controversy about this man . That was simply ridiculous at times . Its like so discriminating and all. He really is a good man . It really was too soon .

Points of reflection

2009-07-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

You know what ? Life ain't all fun and games .

Things may seem easy when you start learning,

but it takes a lot of hard work and effort to persevere

But that's how life is.

Its a thing made up based on lies and tears

but joy and laughter too (though lesser)

people dying , children dying,

recession , global warming,

life threatening diseases, this are all perhaps

tests from God to punish us for all the wrong-doings

we are making on a day-to-day basis .

Murdering , rape , human trafficking , slavery

what else ? you tell me .

When is this all going to end ?

Fighting ? bombing ?

whatever for ? And all this shit are started by

Governments ... The leader of the country ==

they are like adults acting like children.

Does anyone agree with me ? they are supposed

to be the most capable amongst the other citizens but

there they are , utilizing the taxes people pay to create atom bombs

and bomb each other ? Isn't this like a game that children play ?

Water bombs ? talking about rights and shit . What rights do you guys

have to destroy the Earth ? You take the Earth's element to destroy itself ?

Wow! Nice one . You guys have the ability to lead but yet , You yourself trying to defend

the country , doesn't see that your country is suffering in your lead .

Thats perhaps why Hitler lost all support . The biggest winner is actually the biggest loser

Right ? You lose more than you actually win . You lose , manpower , resources and yada yada shit

just to prove to others you're better than them

Rubbish . Then end up power hungry and cause everything to fail .

Why bomb ? It's not going to solve the problem . Why resort to fists ? I doesn't help too . IMHO

Women should lead a country . They know better . They are more motherly . What kinda state is the world in ? Is it really supposed to be a man-eat-man world ? Do we literally have to be cannibals at the end of the day then everyone will be happy ? And is the term money makes the world go round actually real?

and !

being in denial won't help anything!

running isn't the answer .

bullying is not an answer too .

True beating others up or what makes you relieve stress

or anger . But what good a person do you make ?

Its a vicious cycle .

The first week

2009-07-03T22:55:00.000-07:00

I've realized a lot of changes during after holidays . That leopards really can change their spots . Guys are violent even to girls and even if they are the one who irritates you and deserved the beating . They take the thing just so seriously . I don't even wanna start on that . Its just a vicious cycle . Ongoing homework , orals starting and all . It's really very vexing to think about all this . But we're really fortunate though . We have the chance to study while others in africa and 3rd world countries have nothing . I'll promise myself to stop procrastinating and start studying already! There isn't enough time anymore . No matter how hard it is to say no , I must do it . So lesser outings and more studying ! how many days left ? think about it!

outings and more outings!

2009-06-24T10:33:00.000-07:00

had class outing on monday (: was rather pleasant towards the end

sorry we were late ! <3!>

QiQi today! hahaha ! whole day was spent with laughter . Coincidences occurring when we bumped into Kai Fang and gang . HAHAHA! Had a strange encounter . There's this guy who tried his luck on the stuffed-toy-picker thingy-majic ? He was rather patient actually VERY patient . We were guessing that he was doing it to humor his girlfriend or something , as he spent around 10 dollars on the machine . He even got the arcade staff to help him rearrange the stuff toy's position . After that episode ,he fished out 2 stuffed toys . Then, he walked around the arcade and as we were there throughout the whole process , he gave the 2 stuffed toys to JiaJia , QiQi and me to share among ourselves , we said to take ownership by turns weekly . LOL! Then he walked away . To our surprise , he walked over again and asked for something in return . LOL! Then he walked away in disappointment . Well thats the end of the story . On the way home , something funny happened and QiQi told us about it after we alighted from the bus . LOL! She was about to be strangled by someone . According to herself . HAHAHA! joke . Plus! GOOD MORNING JELAPANG ! inside joke (: pictures will be uploaded at multiply! stay tuned!~ (:

Nobody really knows .

2009-06-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.

- John Legend

moody ? moodless ? moodswing ?

2009-06-20T12:33:00.000-07:00

I'm so freaking upset right now I swear I could just break down and cry ... Constant mood swings and stuff that are going on now are so taxing ! And things aren't going well . It's strange how life works eh ? Like one day you can be really close but then become so distant the other . My eye hurts but I don't feel like sleeping . Although sleeping can make me feel better . I feel like a pervert , I kinda enjoy this pain ? I don't know ... I'm confused , I'm 16 and facing big changes . Changes I don't think I can cope with . Though this holiday was enjoyable but it was tough to get through with . And I haven't been hitting the books or real responsible at all . I felt like crying when I watched the happy parts of HSM2 . On the side note , D met mum today (: I think it went off quite well . My life's like a whirlwind right now . Being in denial sucks ! I've gotta find a real hobby to do PRONTO ! I cannot take it anymore !

If only I could just die and get over with it .

BPPS reunion (:

2009-06-12T12:21:00.000-07:00

Belated ? Curls and Fly .. T.T

2009-06-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome ! but also depressing .
Someone flew away just now . To a very faraway place ..
Had curls for a day and really weird fashion sense .
Things went along in a weird manner but everything was pleasant (:
I enjoyed my day . Though he was gone but he still had the heart to text me!
So happy (: And not just one message . A few even! Love him to bits!
Day started at 12.30 (: that was the time i woke up . LOL !
rolled around on the bed for awhile before starting to prepare . Left around
1-2 ? sat a bus over to Vivo city with Siti Nuraini Bte Sulaimi! Had curls done . For FREE!
They looked nicer after they loosened up . It seriously lasted a whole day .
Good product (:
went over to Cineleisure to meet the guys
Jokes in the MRT was a blast !
Sista ! Yew Tee = Town!
HAHAHAHA!
went into the room , talked on the phone for awhile
then sang our lungs out! HAHA!
singing became like screaming
we were literally shouting out loud
call it engrossed ? we put in our heart and soul (:
LOL! then they went to the hospital with Az to give some stuff to his mum
while sista and me walked around. Met at Bugis aftermath , ate dinner and
sat a bus back to BPP passed something to Jia Ni then cabbed home .
Though it seems like a short day but you should have been there !
it was the life ! HAHA! photos at multiply!
hahaha! lazy uh!
visit : http://peanutango.multiply.com/
for pictures!
stay tuned!
tata!
P.S. Adam Lambert Is GAY! hohohoho! and so is F! ;) joke!

I miss you ...

2009-06-12T11:11:00.000-07:00

I hope you're enjoying yourself there!
take good care of yourself! super good care!
I don't want you to come back sick!
Drink loads of water dearie !
HAHA! sorry I'm not good with words
I'll be waiting for your arrival!
I'll be the first to call!
I miss you so damn much ...
I've been saying this the whole time ...
5 more days is going to be a torture ..
This feels like when my mum went overseas when I was younger
5 days without my Sze Han Han .
I lived this week with regrets ..
I never really had the chance to spend time with you
I'm afraid .
About the future . If you're ever this busy again .
HOW WILL I SURVIVE ?
it's so complex!
why ?!
Don't wanna think about it already .

WithLove, Sera (:
I never wanted you to leave ...
I wanted you to stay here holding me ..
I miss you , I miss your smile .
And I still shed a tear every once in a while .

Denial much ?

2009-06-09T11:53:00.000-07:00

I've really got to get this off my chest ... I sick of being in denial .. why can't I be real for once ? WHY?!

What I've Been Up To Lately (:

2009-06-08T10:51:00.000-07:00

It's the summer break babies! hahahaha! had intensive lessons for the first week . Was late every single day . Ok can't say I'm proud of it . HAHA! but no one likes lessons during holidays right ? Travelled to Haji twice ever since the start (: first with AZFIRNIE (: then with Jia Ni ! and I can never get sick of that place . It's so damn fun lah! hahahaha! I feel great being able to be myself and laugh out loud like no one's business (: hanging out at night with (L) has been great too! though pictures are rare but we enjoy ourselves right ! HAHAHAHA! it has been pleasant . Though there are ups and downs but it all works out in the end ! hehe ! outing with qiqi and co. was a blast! a lot of laughter throughout ! HAHAHAHA! Sakae sushi ftw! hahaha! and last but not least ! YOU GUYS GOTTA CATCH HANNAH MONTANAH THE MOVIE! seriously! you will never regret this choice! hahaha!

pictures:
moon!

The SKY!Return of the L4D zombies! (backstage bloopers!)

Haji again!

Sakae !

side note : The "F" word in a children's book

Random (: pigeon!
Bro's 15th! (1/6)

Haji !

EMERGE !

boring day

2009-05-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 11.41 am today . Was upset over something minor yesterday . Stupid eh ? I should have expected it (: boys and their games . Its okay . Nothing big (: Bored to bits at home . Something spoiled my mood -.- don't wanna touch on that . Knowing was awesome but the ending was stupid ... watched it yesterday at QiQi's house . HAHA! She went to sleep halfway T.T leaving me to watch it alone . Its pathetic having to stay at home . Nothing to eat resulting in Maggi noodles for Brunch ... I wanna go out before i start to rot ! I'm completely random today ... The weather is so freaking hot ! I'm burning up .. whats next ? bored hot and ? mid-year results were atrocious . BUT ! I did well in EL(: at least I think I did . And I'm proud of myself (: Math as usual was a failure . I did better in SS then in History which was a shock because i wrote crap for SS lol! overall , I passed 3 and failed 3 . Though disappointing but I still have time (: It's time to buck up! On the side note , Causeway Point caught fire on Friday . LOL! I'm off! bye ..

insomnia ?

2009-05-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

I'm wide awake and it's 12.49 a.m. now considering there's school tomorrow. The previous 2 days have been fun (: bugis and town with 2 very special people . Though planning wasn't really confirmed and things cropped up here and there , it was pleasant (: I enjoyed myself very much . Being 16 isn't really a big deal . I feel so stupid crying over this small matter. Shall not harp on it before I start to whine (: I feel super stressed but super carefree as well . Is that a good thing ? I should really be starting on revisions for my N's but all I can think about is "where to go to play during the June Holidays ?" I should really stop procrastinating and start already . Its already the 21st of May . MT orals are in July ... I have no time ! I'm losing my mind ! AHHHHHHHH! but yet all I can think about is play ! ZOMG! Igottagetthismindsetoutofmytinylittlehead! HELP! S.O.S!
But whining won't help much too . I better get off to bed . Eyes are hurting due to the brightness of the screen and the dim light in the living room . So contrasting -.- GTG! before mummy comes out again . HAHA! bye ! update again real soon ! I think (:
checking of scripts tomorrow . wonder how I will fare . I'm keeping my fingers crossed .. Hopeforthebest ! Good Night (:

Siti Nuraini Bte Sulaimi

2009-05-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

This is dedicated to :
my dearest sister !

you've brought joy to every part of my life since sec 2 haven't you ? Talking crap together , jogging together , the encouragement you've given to me , being there for me when I feel down and etc. you were there ! every aspect of my days in Fajar . HAHA! I remember like it was yesterday that moment that I first met you and we talked . Remember ? 2A1 ! haha the good old days ! i feel a flashback coming on ! You sat behind me with fooyoushi ? I think . And I sat with Aza (: the first time we talked was during Mrs Madhu's lesson during group work right ? haha ! my memory is failing me but that is roughly it . Though we weren't really close then but it was the start of a new friendship ! HAHA! my worthy camwhore partner ! HAHAHA! The outings we went to like the class outing , the kindergarten trip where I met my little Hannah and you with your little (adeks)? hahahaha ! teaching me about watipusamalu and a little bit other malay (: HAHAHA! i always have fun when I'm with you . WOKEAIMAH ? hahaha! toilet cam whore session ! dancing at limbang , and other plenty worth-to-cherish moments eh ? HAHA I just want you to know , without your presence in my life , I won't be quite myself today right ? You play a major role in my life ! I hope you'll play this sister role throughout my life ! Will you ? haha! from 2007 till forever ? Relationships may fail but this sistership will never fail right ! HAHAHA! mission ice milo and how do animals laugh (: our inside jokes ! ILOVEYOUBABE ! muacks !

With Love ,
Your Sister (:

sweet 16 (:

2009-05-08T21:33:00.000-07:00

16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!16!

excited! 1 more day till the BIG ONE SIX! hahaha

Thank you for those who wished me today in advance (:

NC16 here I come! HAHAHA!

and the pictures :

more pictures next time (: bye!

Birthday !

2009-05-02T10:52:00.000-07:00

Today marks the 16th year of Benjamin Tang Melonbun's life (: he's on the road to becoming a young man . After accepting the aduba by his fellow brothers today *laughs* . HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again twinny ! We shared a birthday cake ! hahaha ! Happy birthday to Wei Seng in advance too! haha! May babies ! haha (: well , Thank you Jia Ni and Yasmin for helping me to get the tummy ache medicine (: Love you guys ! shall update the pictures asap!
good night !
XOXO !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY!

2009-05-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

Hey yo! BLESSED 16th TO BENJAMIN TANG MELON BUN! HAHAHA :) Hope you have a memorable sweet 16th twinny! Older by one year but are you wiser ? HAHA! ENJOY cause IT'S YOUR DAY!

Hello! I'm back!

2009-05-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

I'm finally done with the simple design :) shall blog more tomorrow . Going to turn in already . 9 more days! I'm pretty excited :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY ! its your day today! can't wait ! its 3.30 . another 10 hrs and I'll have to reach bp . Then its a day of fun! haha . Well good night ! <3!
XOXO